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Well, the whole Chris thing didn't work out...as it was, he claimed to be drunk that night and didn't remember getting together with me.

So, nothing really new in my life aside from a new friend I made. She's a very unique character but she's still cool never-the-less.

As for everything that has happened since my last post, I've realized that I'm to blame for so many problems. It my fault that DJ Reactor's been hurt again and again. It's my fault Morjah Dragon nearly lost the love of her life. (No he's not dead, I just nearly destroyed their relationship unintentionally.) I don't understand how life can be so cruel... It's beginning to seem to me that the only way for me to not hurt people, is to become a hermit and stay as far away from them as possible. But I can't do that, I need people. I was raised with such a kind heart that I can't not be around people. I have to share my kindness because there are so many in this world who won't. I know that it all sounds strange, but that's how I feel. Well, I guess I should wrap this up.

Oh yeah, Morjah had a baby boy born June 3rd at 9:11 am. I haven't gotten to see him yet, but I'm sure he's adorable. ^_^