well mum finally took me to the docter for my hurt elbow yesterday and i got sum x rays... bad thing is i wont know whats wrong until the results get in sometime today or tomarrow... Ok well im worried again.. you know when you get that really bad feeling that sumthing bads going to happen? well i have that feeling again.... i have them a lot and they never prove me wrong.. well like always people are like "Katie dont worry about i bet its nothing" ok #1 i will worry cause its in my nature to #2 SHUT UP!!!!! you know that every time i have had a bad feeling its come true #3 i cant ignore the feelings because when i do some thing really bad happens #4 last time i ignored it my grandpa died.... well im not sure what to do know but be prepared for sumthing to happen... *sighs* i know its not going to be sumthing with my arm though... at the moment im hoping its not sumthing thats going to happen with me and lucas and im goign to the docter soon for female things and im hoping nothings wrong... i worry to damn much but it cant be helped with me....
a good thing that is happening though is that one of my friends is coming down to see me ^^ today or tomarrow ill be able to see him and that makes me happy plus the fact i have a ring on my finger now redface redface hehehehe
 Ishira Tsubasa · Wed Dec 01, 2004 @ 02:06pm · 3 Comments |
