song+ neh book+ Oh My Goddess manga scent+ bug spray. .____. quest+ parasol and looking like an absinthe fairy xD upper+ faire tomorrow, my lurve getting vacation and his stuff with him ^^ downer+ feeling like a large hormonal blob, also bugs, and no job -_- attire+ Middle-earth shirt, sleepy pants, shawl drink+ nada
soooooo -o-;;; ..
.___.; I've been ill for the last two or more weeks and I'm reeeeeeeeeaaaaaaaaaaaaaally sick of it. -_- You know how when you don't eat you feel nauseated? Well I feel like that 90 percent of the time. And so I eat a bit, and then I feel okay for a minute, and then nauseated again. And then dizzy. And a fever every few hours. -O-;;;; blarg. I keep having bad dreams, I keep waking up at weird hours and then crashing for in increments of four hours or so. I feel dead as a doornail one minute then I can't stop cleaning the next. Everything makes me moody and pissy and I hate myself right now. >_<
blarg.
So tomorrow is Scarbie, YAY! Mum is just now finishing my costume. ._.;; Yay? But she is the best for starting it in the first place. <3 As I mentioned earlier I'm still out of a job. We're going to be kicked out and it's all my fault for being a weak whiny baby. -____- Like today, I should go look for a job. But I'm so tired right now I could either throw up or fall asleep on the keyboard, which I don't want to do because I saw a bug crawling around earlier and now I'm paranoid.
We suddenly have bugs even though I've been cleaning like mad and trying hard not to leave stuff around. -O-;;; Mum sprayed around the room a bit so right now they're a-wandering, causing me to shudder and spray some more. >_< eurhg. Hence why I can't sleep. I'm afraid one will get on me and I'll wake up with one on my face or something. >_<
*dies* Want to try Wild Divine again but you have to relax to play that game. Well technically it's a game to HELP you relax as well but right now I'll probably just sit there staring at the screen, falling asleep because I can't get my breathing perfect enough to make the baloons float high enough. ;_; My mentor doesn't help much. He will say something philosophical and pretty and then I'll go back to staring. Gwar.
Heehee I changed Sephie's pose. Now he's like "behold, my sword pwns your sword" xD .. Cloud still looks like his arm is broken. :`O Oh noes.
I think I'm keeping my lurve awake with my typing. I just can't sleep desipite the exhaustion. ;_;
I forgot how much I lurffed the character Urd from Ah Megami-sama. xD
So I'm getting closer to making Maiko in the Geisha guild. =D Right now I'm taking the girls out, shopping for food for the okiya. Wewt. ^o^
Neko came and visited yesterday, twas the niftah. surprised She showed us Kingdom Hearts (2 I think?) it rocked my socks. O_O Also we took a walk. Sorry that I was all -languish, drag.- xD
Blarrrrhgggg. I may need to use that bucket too, Rorek-chan. ;_;
The Viscount · Sat Apr 08, 2006 @ 06:59pm · 1 Comments |