May, 2011 - Final Chapter...
Well, my friends... It seems this is the final chapter of my journal.
I'm very ill both with grief and a severe sickness.
I can't eat anymore, it makes me extremely sick, and so far, my condition isnt showing signs of improving. I'm barely consious enough to type. The doctors all keep tellins my parents stupid things like Depression or a "Bug" but I know it's not anything like that.
I'm stressed out with teh end of the school year, and I haven't gotten a break since Spring began, and it's only getting worse as the days wear on.
I'm suposed to graduate to Highschool this Thursday, but I might have to be admitted into the Hospital. Each passing day, I go on, unable to sleep well... At first, it was just a little case of Bullemia... But now it's much worse. Since I can't eat, I go through the day and all through the night with pains in my stomach from starvation, and I can barely keep down food, even as small as something like a Cracker...
Blood and I were going to try to fix our relations in the future but...
I don't see it happening before I have to go. I'm losing track of time, and continue to fade in and out of consiousness. Even through all of this, I'm going to try to keep working on my stories, and all of my art... But I might never be able to attend my Graduation, or the Dance...
But please. I don't need sympathy or words of "comfort"... I don't want anyone to feel sorry for me.
I just want to be happy for as long as I can.
My close friends Tori, Bunni and October will keep up my art accounts for me, and help me attend to my forums while I can still use the keyboard.
And I just wanted to let everyone know. Should I die, My Inari's beads, Secret Retreat, Gogh Reed, MasterPieces, Captain Ara's Nestegg, and Mineiro Scroll are to go to Jackal, and my Ikki and all of my Roseus Diamond Dog's are to go to Blood, since he can't even hold onto 1Million gold. *Even though he's still an a**.*
But who knows. I could get better...
I hope.
-Tai.
