So....last night was awkward. Unfortunatly. And I left to help mum pack, and well I sat down and fell asleep rigth there on the stairs >< So I'm in pain. Anyways..........umm I dunno. I feel kinda weird right now after that last post >< I feel relieved, nervous, stupid, ashamed. Guilty. Pathetic. The load. I had put them all away a long time ago with the memories. So I thought. But recent;y they kept coming back. So I finally put it down somewhere. Anywhere. I couldn't even say it to myself. Wow. I can't believe I posted it here...........On the the internet!! *shudder* Now the test'll be not to delete it. And maybe open the post. Maybe. lol well I'm just rambling on about that aren't I? Can't help it. nothings really happening yet >< Well cept Mandi got on, and Aero is still without his internet from last night.............
 BSPBleach · Sat May 21, 2011 @ 06:18pm · 0 Comments |
