Dear Journal:
Today was the last day as 11-7. We made our homeroom teacher cry, and many other idiots started crying about that too. Not saying i didn't get the urge to cry, but i didn't show it. School was uneventful after that...
Once we took the last test, well... I didn't know what to do. I suck at teary moments and I don't like good-byes since i know that i will be able to see my friends one way or another.
Well, i just want to say I think it's pretty stupid to cry about things like that. Friends come and go, and eventually we see each other again and we catch up. That's kinda what makes life fun. And this hope everyone has of "keeping the group together" also sounds like a not so good idea. I mean in terms of education its a great idea, but socially, I think it sucks.
I Just don't want to be the only heartless person EVER, i wanna say that yes, i do miss some of my friends, but it's not like i won't live without them. I lived without my best friend for two years now. We've lost contact and now i have three new best friends. My best friends come and go too. People may think that's sad, but i think that just goes to show how good i am at choosing friends. every single one of my best friends have been trusting people that I've never been afraid to not be myself around them.
To me it's not different whether, their there or not. Sure, I'd like for them to be there, but they just aren't... I'm used to it.
Better leave that topic for another entry though...
Never because you can't see your friends anymore, Smile and say, "See ya later" because, this age and day makes sure that we are always together, even if we aren't.
DON'T BE AN IDIOT!! Remember them, love them, and find more friends to love and remember, without ever forgetting past friends...EVER!
 Raia Arimary · Fri May 13, 2011 @ 12:23am · 0 Comments |
