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That not so great year for me.
Just when I thought that this year will be a great year, it's been nothing but trouble and sadness.
I'd like to share a little something with everyone, so that I wouldn't get bombarded with a million pm's. Not that I mind at all, but under the circumstances, I'd like some time to get over this. So I thought it's easier in here than saying it over and over again. Please guys, rather than sending me pm's or comments in regards to this, I'd rather that you put it all in here. As I really can't reply right now. sweatdrop
For those of you that know, I'm so great full to you guys, for being there for me, and for comforting me, and also for those wonderful prayers that mean so much to me. Just know that I love and appreciate all those wonderful get well wishes.
So here goes the story. A few weeks ago, the night mare began. Mum had found a lump on her breast, and she got a shock. Immediately after noticing this lump, she had it checked out by doctors and specialists to see what it was. We were both hoping it was just a stupid lump that shouldn't be there and nothing more, however, to our shock, it ended up being breast cancer.
So upon knowing this, my mum and I have been very sad and shocked by what we've discovered, or what discovered itself inside her breast. Naturally this is a devastating blow to anyone when things like these arise. So the specialist has told us that this has to be removed, followed by 6 weeks everyday of radiation therapy.
It's not going to be an easy journey and it's gonna tough, considering my mums age. Who would ever think that this stupid lump can get there, considering mum is 65 years old, you'd never believe it right, but it has. So with all this being said, I have limited my time on Gaia to stay home and take care of my mum, as she needs me more than ever.
Everyone knows how much I love Gaia and how addictive it has been for me. But there comes a time, where family is more important, and this is one of those times. So from this Monday coming, it will be her surgery day, and lets hope it goes well for her. And then later comes treatment time, which I hope and pray will go well too.
So just to let everyone know what's going on, and why I haven't been around, so this should make it easier for everyone. Just know guys, that I love each and everyone of you, and that I'm going to miss you sooo much, and one day I'll be back. Not sure when, but I'll be back. Orphie does not give up no matter what. I have to be strong, not just for me, but also for my mum, who needs me. She is all I have, and I am all she has. And I love her dearly.
Sorry if I don't reply to everyone's comments and pm's as my time here is not only limited, but I'm also going through some depressing times, which I hope everyone will understand.
The guild and everything I had planned is going to have to be put on hold until I can return again. But I'm hoping that this won't stop anyone from enjoying it, because you guys have been awesome no matter what.
Thanks again for all your love and prayers during this moment in time for me and my mum, and see you all soon.
Before I end this, I'd also like to say a big thank you to everyone with birthday wishes for me, that's muchly appreciated. Thank you for thinking of me too.
Much love
Orphie.
 Princess-Orphelia · Sat Feb 26, 2011 @ 06:44am · 9 Comments |
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