Never been able to be a bad person. I've tried but i just end up shutting myself inside and ignoring the world. That is hard to do now. I have a son. A beautiful child worth more then anyone petty words to me. We move on. We learn to forgive and we regret the life we lived. I move on from my past mistakes. Move on from the man who never truly wanted anything from me. Move on to a new better life with my son and those who are willing to be my support beams.
Now when I give advice to people, help them, its as a parent, well its always been as a mom but now that i have a son people think I'm trying too hard. Well here is the truth. I was always the mom. Always getting involved and helping. But you listened back then. Why not now? Why is it that now that I'm older "I wouldn't understand"?
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