Sorry, these are so ******** long.
I was sweating like hell, had just witnessed and been apart of a ******** FANSTATIC PERFORMANCE, was pushed and pushed back, which I loved by the way, but realized I could careless about 30 Seconds and me and my sis got out of there and went outside the stage. The girl was behind me as I left I pushed her in my spot, which I think she was happy to recieve. I gave my sis one of my gloves so she could use it to fix her hair. Then, I went and just stood near the merch crowd free and relaxed, caught my breathe and voice. I pulled out the drumsticks and put them, sticking out, in my bag. That felt better. I went to the merch to get something Aiden, and t-shirts had gone up from $15 to $20, which makes different if you only have $30. I bought a black shirt with an angel on it. The merch guy said he like my beater and that they only sold 30 of those all together so it was rare, and then my sis told the story of how it is my luck shirt, which it is. And then, I clicked I remember from Kerrang! that Jake W's brother came on tour with them in the UK to sell merch, and everytime someone with an Aiden shirt came he would say "That's my brother's band!" So waited, and asked him if he was Jake W's brother, he said "Yes", and I said, "Troy, right?". I was right again, and he asked if we talked, then said oh yeah about the shirt, and asked how did I know that. I told him about the Kerrang!; he was cool with that. I went and got a Coke to rehydrate! XP wiL came out and was swarmed my sis went to go see him; I said I would wait. I talked and listened to Troy, he did some crazy dance probably influence by his beer, and then wiL was gone. My sister said he remember her and asked where I was! I was so happy! That made me smile huge! So after sitting for awhile Jake D came out was swarmed and then went to merch. My sister got a pic of the two of us. And then she left more people came to him and then when he was alone I asked him to come here. I confessed I knew s**t about drumsticks and then asked if he liked H.I.M., which he said, "I love H.I.M.; we're going to go on tour with them." "Here, I got you these!" He was shocked, smiled big, and was bright eyed. It was cute! 4laugh He thanked me and thanked me. He asked where I got them; I told him the place, Hot Topic. I got a hug for Jake D! X3 And he went off to put them in his bed! whee I made him happy! SQUEE! Next, Angel came out, was swarmed, and took a pic with me. I followed him back into the stage and asked if he liked the Used. He loved them so I gave him his gift, the Used armband. He kept asking if I was sure, and etc. I told him that I bought for him so he finally happily accepted. And I got hugged by Angel whee ! BUT it would not close gonk ! I apolgized and apolgized. He said he will try later and took it to his bed. So he was happy too! I saw him again come out, and he thanked me and told me that it was because of a the tag and he would wear it tomorrow! I made him happy! SQUEE! Nick came out finally I could see through the door and was swarmed. I got an autograph and pic with him. BUT his gift I discovered fell out of my bag during Aiden! D; I didn't tell him. I wish I did; next time he gets double gifts! I still feel like s**t though. I think I went back and talked/listened to Troy who is THE MOST ******** AWESOME/KICK a** merch guy EVER! ^W^ I wanted a pic with him, bad! So I asked; he was shocked! He kept saying he wasn't even in a band or anything, but my sister said he was cool and I said he was ******** awesome! SO he did take the pic with me. It was a cuddle pic and I heart it! I hope it turns out well! 3nodding He said he doesn't photograph well. But I hope, that is not true. Then, I got the nevre to ask Jake D for an autograph; I had forgotten to earlier. He did it cheerful, I said thank you, and he said thank you back and gave me a warm smile! X3 I was starting to get worried that I missed my chance to see wiL again and was said. Emanuel's merch guy who was in a Beer costume, which was kick a**! He said I looked sad and asked who was I waiting for. I told no, I'm okay and then told him he could win best dress, which he could too! So I check out 30 Seconds for a min. They were good; I just didn't care though. SO I sat with new temporary friends with my sister on a bench by the door. Some girls bought a 30 Sec's CD and gave me the band to be able to get it autographed, which I really didn't care, but it was sweet of them. Then, Jake W came out! And like all the others, swarmed with autographs and pics. I was no different. But he began to talk and hug some girls. I got a pic with him and autograph and talked slightly with him. You know what he told me! Jake W said, "I like your hair!" :3 "Thanks!" I said. He told my sister he liked hers too. But then Jake W said, "You smell good!" :3 I thanked him again! Jake W likes my hair and thinks I smell good! X3 heart And he said he would come back out. Standing around and sitting, I was bored even with a great band in my area. Troy was gone for awhile so there was not the person I liked to listen to. Then, Jake W with a crew guy came out and went into the stage area to get drinks so I followed. There wasn't a real time to talk to him, and then, he took off fast, and I followed him and tapped him on the shoulder. He did turn and stopped. Me: I tried to find something MacGyver, Jake W's eyes light up Me: But I couldn't. I'm sorry! Jake W: It's okay. Me: I bought you this instead. Here, I hope you like it! I give him a wallet with chain that has a grey fading skull. Jake W: YEAH! I needed a new one! I will start using it. :3 Jake W gives me a hug 4laugh ! Me: Oh! Good... Sister grabs on to Jake W. Sister: Sorry, some weird guy was hitting on me; he was like hey, how long have you been working? Since 6? I just wanted to find someone I knew. Jake W: What? Some guy? Till six? They said something, and then my sis asks him I can have another picture of us (me and Jake W). Jake W: Yeah, this time I have a hat on, and the last time I didn't. Picture took. I get another hug from Jake W. I can't remember if my sis did or not. Jake W: I'll be back! Thanks so much again! I love you! Me: Did he just say "I Love You!"? Sister: Yeah. 4laugh heart He told me loved me! X3 >W< Now, I won't get carried because he loves ALL fans, I think, BUT let me have my moment! Then, my sis confessed she only knew she knew Jake W because I was talking with him. sweatdrop We find Jake W again, and he ask what we're doing later but then, had to leave. He said he would be back, but I guess, he got caught up because the bands we're leaving and I didn't get to see him again. BUT THEN, I saw wiL in the back! I went over so did my sis. And we waited to talk to him. And waited more and more people came up to him wanting autographs and pictures, which is what I wanted too. But we always move out of the way for pictures. And then, somehow I got behind the person taking the picture, and wiL saw me and waved! I was SO happy! He remembered; I waved back of course! He gave me a hug and asked how it was going. And he did give me an autograph and picture. I pulled out the gift I had for him, but we talked. He told me that the shirt I gave him he wears like 6 and that my shirt was one of them! 4laugh He really did love it! X3 We talked about how Kerrang! went he said it was great. I told him, "Oh, you're a cover guy now!" He laughed "Yeah, that was fun." I was about to give my gift when my sister made me nervous so then we talked about how my sister make me nervous. And someone else started talking to him. We talked some more and I gave him my gift, a Killing Loneliness H.I.M. buckle, which he loved! He put it on, and then I got another hug! He said he had to take off because he had to drive tonight. I asked in denial, "You're not the only one to drive right?" He said, "Oh, no. We take turns; I hate driving." Then my sis and him had a mini conservation about that. He then, left with some friend and gave us goodbye hugs. We went in line to 30 Sec autograph; we really didn't care, but the line was moving fast. I told her that I had to ask wiL something, and she said okay. And wiL saw me there and once he was done with his conservation turned towards me. And then, that is when I had the guts to tell him. Me: wiL, I just want to thank you so much for your band. I couldn't tell you this in front of my sister because she doesn't know, but Aiden really helps save my life." wiL: Aw! Come here! He hugged me tightly, and I had to fight back the tears as I felt such a warmth and love from someone who had been through so much. wiL: Thanks for letting us be apart of it. I didn't look at him; I couldn't. I wanted just to breakdown right there. I kept my pain locked up for along time now, and I just want to releash it. Then, wiL continued to say to email him and asked if I had a email address, which I do. I finally looked at him again. He then told me where to email him at and then, said see you at Warped Tour. I told him yes! But I didn't know if I would be able to get tickets to H.I.M. because they have a huge following and I've only liked them since October. He said okay and reassured Warped. He left and I went back to my sister. She asked what I asked him, and I lied saying it was something about tour dates. We got everyone in 30 Seconds autograph, and my sis got two pics of Jared Leto. We were on our way out and when he tried to get a pic of the Beer Man, but he left and so did Troy before I could say goodbye. sad We saw wiL one last time, and he was topless so my sis wanted a picture of him like that. But he put his shirt back on and said it was black mail a picture like that. He gave us last hugs and said Warped Tour once again. And then, it was 1am, and the people kicked us out, and we went home. THUS A GREAT NIGHT ENDED. D;
Okay, I hope you enjoyed this. :3 I'm finally going to sleep. *yawn* Good night!
Nuzumi · Sun Mar 12, 2006 @ 12:53pm · 3 Comments |