August 13, 2010 Friday 11:22PM
Sennyo,
This early morning, in the AM, I had failed in writing to you something. So much anxiety and negativity... School comes in nearly two days... I could die. I was crying a bit yesterday till Nucc began texting. He then called at 12:51AM in response to a loving text of mine (not concerning anything of all of my worries and anxieties).
It was really nice. We talked for 50 minutes and 24 seconds. It was the night of the Perseid meteor shower. He was sitting outside on his deck, watching the night sky. He told me of his day, and he told me of the many shooting stars he saw, each time one passed. About 10-15 minutes into our conversation, most of my worries had subsided. Not all of them though, that's for certain. I love him, I really do. I still do not see what he sees in me though, I really don't. It's pathetic. I'm pathetic.
At 3 something today I went to the jewelry store on Kenwood road to have the ring resized. $50 it was. It must've been a really nice ring. I feel so bare without it. There is a pale line on my finger where it once was.
I miss him so much.
Sennyo, I miss you.
Goodbye.
[End Log] 11:59PM
Poison Fairy Sennyo Community Member 
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