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Sooooo , I'm REALLY Tired, Yet I cant sleep, ._.' This doesn't make any sense.. I'm in pajamas and its like reallly warm in mah room D: < I don't like it .. >_< I think I might not be able to sleep since I dont like that dream I had.. I don't wanna see it again .. :[
I am REALLY bored, It's that kind of bored where you feel alone.. And no one's there to make you laugh or anything. I really dont like this. I wish i could just go to bed...
Anyways, I'm like, Creeping on some guy's Journals, LOL . From like, 2008 ._. Freakin' Old . LOL . I barely know him D; I used to stalk him in cb and stuff , LOL Cause hes like so awesome o; He has like the same sense of humor as me.. Well pretty much all CBers do. His profile is like, REALLY similar to mine ._.' I was following some hoe's guide and I think it was the same as his LOL Cause like, It's a classic profile, with like the same size borders and shet, And like, The back image is like, Carotée(idk what it is in english LOL,)
But yeah, In his journals, He's talking about all his boyfriends.. He had A LOT of boyfriends... Like, 8 in one year. LOL . xD. Well, it doesnt really matter, I've heard worse.. But i find it's weird that people are able to do that D: I fail and have had the same bf for like, a while. @_@
He has A LOT of journal entries.. Holy crap o; . But im REALLY bored LOL And he's like the only thing intresting on here.. CB is sort of boring since all the hot people are sleeping . GAH THIS IS ANNOYING . Why is it that EVERY TIME I just want time to pass quickly , IT NEVER DOES!?
I hate dreams SO MUCH . I always have dreams about things I do before sleeping . Like, I could sleep right now, And have a dream about the guy I'm creeping right now, And I don't even know him .. My head will invent a bunch of lies and create stuff upon what i know of him alredy. It's alredy happened before. It's so annoying. And dramatic. My head hurts afterwards, Sometimes i'll even cry.. D: It sucks .
"THEYRE LIKE BASEBALL CARDS FOR HOBITS!" LOL , I love hearing random s**t when i'm not paying attention to T.V.
This is gonna be a LONG a** entry , No one reads this s**t anyways.. I don't think i'll post on Devi, It's sorta too personal, Even though it's not on private .. *cough* LOL STFU.
SOOO , I really need a hair cut. I'd do it myself but i'll ******** up the back .. I think i'm gonna go Wednesday and ask her to cut only the back .. And ill do the bang myself acording to how short/layered she cut it. I wonder if she'll be insulted?
I'll turn my TekFormat off for this, I don't want to make it huger than it is, XD. So Ryan messaged me like, 1000 times, and i fell asleep before i was able to answer them.. Why is it i'm so tired all the time? I even got home early and I still fell asleep. ******** . I fail.
I always do that, It's not like i mean to .. What ever.
I want a new computer, But it's too expensive.. I wonder if I can just upgrade the Gcard? Some people say i cant some people say i can . It confuses me. ALL I WANNA DO IS PLAY L4D2 without FAILING D: < . It isnt fair, Even by the time i get it fixed, Marie will own me.. Well she alredy does but i mean like, HARDCORELY LOL . I suck at shooters, I needa practice.. xD I wanna play fallout, Taunting me with it's cows with two utters..
I think I'm gonna add my journals crap to my profile, But i'll need to do codes and make a header, And im WAY TOO LAZY for that right now.. I'm just sketching stuff on printar paper.
I think I gave up on coloring on Photoshop. It always ends up coming out looking like water color or like , wayyy too digital/monocolored. I dont like it either way. I really want prismacolorz D: Theyre so expensive tho >:I But worth it.. *drools* xD
I'm watching Clone High, Wich is awesome , But that show depresses me sometimes. O_O Randomly , Just like that commercial for the yellow pages SCARES THE s**t OUT OF ME ! Its cause the end, The sound it makes sounds like my ipod alarm wich I use to wake up, And when i hear it it reminds me of all those times i used it and its just trippy XD .
I wonder if I should tell the guy i'm creeping that I creeped him .. Would he be scared? Probably .. He's not online anyways.. LOL , Kay well if youre reading this, Your gaia name starts with a T , and finishes with and R. LOL. That should probably give it out. I think thats the only CBer that has that . ;x
Ryan was reading my journals today , I think @_@ , He asked me who I sat behind in french class.. LOL , So Im guessing he read them , xD . Oh well, there was nothing really bad in them ..
IM REALLY THIRSTY OMG . theres nothing to drink though , other than milk and pop . >:B And Pop is all gross and picky , And milk is just gross. Only time I drink milk is when i eat something chocolate-ey D:
I think i should really sleep.. It's 4:49 in my time right now ... I could just pull an all nighter? But then I guess i would just nap the whole next day wich would SUCK . I dont work nor have school anyways, So it's all good .. Sorta.
I have like 17 pages of sketch dumps spread all over the floor LOL . Theyre mostly ugly , Just experimenting with new stuff. I need new ink .. And prismacolors. XD FAIL . I need EVERYTHING D; But it'll cost SO much , I only have like 300$ in my account, And 300$ cash . x_x And i was trying to save it for a Mac , D: But i guess not . @_@ My parents dont give me s**t anymore, And like, Anytime they do , They always expect i pay it off. Even if it's like , 10$.
I want pokemon soulsilver.. It seems so fun ;x With the pedometer thing .. LOL YES A THINGIE THAT COUNTS ***** . No , Counts yer steps. Lulz . =_=
I just noticed , I failed at making a journal entry name for the past like 4 entries LOL , So im gonna make sure to write one this time , MAKE SURE OF IT D: < -has gun pointing to my own head-
I just noticed, Me and Ryan barely ever talk .. Thats probably a bad thing .. I don't really like it , All we ever do is make out , And go to the mall , And every time we go to the mall , We always do the same thing there, Too . Go to D-Tox, Go to UrbanPlanet, We get bored, I go buy NX, We go to see a movie. @_@ It's so boring , I really don't like routine and stuff like that.
I wish we could just walk arround and stuff, WICH WE CAN NOW BITCHES It's Summer!!! (LOL not really, But it's close!) Last time we saw eachother it was raining , Almost snowing! So we were restricted to staying inside.
I officially can't draw anymore tonight, I don't know how come .. I just CANT come out with anything good .. It's probably cause im so tired.. Well I slept from like 10-4, Wich isn't much .. I should probably get some more.. BAWH CRAP I finally forgot why I was up again , I'll just try to stay away from that subject..
I should probably wrap this up soon but there's nothing else to do.. There's literally no one on MSN I would talk to, Other than marie but shes sleeping, just forgot her msn on...
SOO, Its 5:37 now .. Still creeping that CBer, And reading some of my old CB posts, xD It's funny after reading it a second time , I don't even remember writing them.. I'm watching some xmen cartoon since it's like the kids cartoons and the news on right now .. It's the best thing on right now SHUT UP XD
I havn't updated my pictures in a while, Probly since my hair is getting too long and i'm LAZY XD , Well , only the backs a bit too long, Its not like i have like ******** chick hair or some s**t.
My hair's all wavy and curly and s**t right now but i realllyyy dont wanna straighten it LOL , I have school in like 2 days so yeah . Well technically tomorrow... Well , WHATEVER TUESDAY . Happy , b***h?
Kay hoes, I think it's time to shut the ******** up. Im gonna go CeeBee for a while. BRB . I'll probably write annother entry tmr.
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