Life seems to be getting to me...I'm not sure why it picked now to start piling up on me, or what's going on, but it's happening again...
First off, my dear sister from the internet is threatening to kill herself...and I really don't know what to do on that matter...There's really nothing I can do...~Sigh~ I really wish I could though...I don't want her to die...I don't wanna lose my sister...Especially not like this....
Secondly my parents are getting on my case about something new...Something disturbing and gravely important to me...Somehow, in some way, someone found out what Christina and I have been doing and a letter was sent to my mother claiming to have been from the "mother of a schoolmate/friend" of mine stating that Christina and I had been having sex...And the details of the note seemed to match pretty closely with what we were doing...but I don't know where that could have come from..and who could have found out where my mom works? Or who would even have told their mother what was going on..? It doesn't make sense....
Is it foul play..? Is someone attempting to ******** with me..? If so, then who..? Who would do this..? Who would even know where my mom works and have a letter sent to her workplace regarding that subject..? Who would even care enough to try and mess with my life like that..? ~Sigh~ I don't understand what's going on...I hope this resolves soon...I told my mom it was a lie, and I told her not to worry about it, but she told my dad, and something tells me my dad is going to look into this more...and he might even report to the police, which is going to bring up more concern and eventually lead back to my lying...I don't know what to do...I just don't know what to do....Who the hell would do this to me..? ~Sigh~ I just don't know....
On top of all that Christina is having a hard time maintaining her willpower in the situation we're in right now..I just want things to pull through though...Things were supposed to be getting ok...we're so close...Things will be alright soon...I shouldn't worry so much...~Sigh~
I need some sleep...Yeah...Maybe I can sleep this off and it'll be alright in the morning...Maybe this was all a crazy dream...
We'll just have to see...~Sigh~
Goodnight Christina...I love you..So so much...
Take care, my darling...<3
<3Forever and ever, til death do us part, my love...<3
 II Xero II · Sun Feb 21, 2010 @ 08:00am · 0 Comments |
