yup..that's coming up. I''m muchly looking forward to it. I want to be able to have a nice holiday with JUST my immediate family. yeah, again, sounding selfish but my mom told me that some relatives whom I hate with a fiery passion for good reason might come out.. [expletive] [expletive] !! she knows how these people make me feel..she knows that all they will do is make me feel worse and more horrible.. dammit doesn't my suffering at the hands of their sociopathic ways mean anything?! "oh they might not bring [insert name of most evil one]" mom, get a [expletive] clue..of course they will...what the [expletive] did you think?! if they do, I want to be somewhere else. there is no way in hell that I''m getting within two feet of those people. I'd rather spend a christmas on my own than let them have a chance to cause useless drama and hurt me again.. They drove to the edge before and I NEVER want to go there again...EVER. it was hell, pure hell... I''m going to really lobby to my mom that I want them away...for good.
hopefully she'll listen or my whole [expletive] christmas will suck. I [expletive] deserve a good one and I'll be [expletive] before they take it away....no more playing games..this is serious stuff now...
 mr_frodo · Thu Nov 25, 2004 @ 09:50pm · 1 Comments |
