I got to talk to her again...We emailed for a brief bit...
but I didn't hear what I wanted to...it only made things worse...it just isn't fair... Why... Why must my hopes be dashed so quickly every single time after they come up... What am I doing wrong... Why don't they believe her... Why can't things just be normal again... It just isn't fair...It's not fair.... Not Fair....
All I want is for things to be normal again, and for her to come home, but even then things won't be normal yet...She has to go to outpatient every day and still can't eat regularly...Why don't they believe her? What the hell else do they need to know? What the hell do they want with her?! IT'S NOT FAIR DX!!! Please...I've been faithful...So why hasn't it happened...What did I do wrong...v.v I can't go another week like this...Please...v.v Bring her home before Sunday...please...I need her..v.v Please God.... Please....
Hope I can talk to you again soon Christina...I love you...So so much, my darling...<3 Forever and ever.....<3
II Xero II · Tue Jan 05, 2010 @ 01:59am · 0 Comments |