End of the week...
Well, today was the last day of school before Christmas break begins...It just doesn't mean the same to me anymore knowing that Christina is cut off from me and we have to be separated like this for Christmas...Not even gonna be anything special on Christmas morning anyways, so what's the point..? Just two weeks of absolutely nothing to do....
I got my first letter from Christina today...I hope she got mine too by now...From the sound of it she seems to be doing ok...I just hope those new meds they put her on don't end up as a repeat of last time she was on anti-depressants... I wrote back, but I probably can't send it before tomorrow I guess...but I hope it'll get to her soon enough...I really hope what she said in her letter was true, that she can actually talk to me again by wednesday...I want her to try...but I don't want her to relapse..-sigh- we'll just have to see I guess...and then there's the possibility she said that she might even get to see me again...god, what i wouldn't give for that...I'd give anything...If I got anything for Christmas, it'd be that chance to see Christina again...and to have her come home... If only you could see how much I miss you Christina...I hope we can see each other again soon...I really do... -sigh- I love you Christina...I really do... Come home soon.... <3
II Xero II · Sat Dec 19, 2009 @ 06:23am · 0 Comments |