So very tired of it all... -sigh- sometimes.... just... want to give up... throw in the towel... but I know I can't... no matter how hard I want to....
work was the pits... obviously... -sighs-... like that will change at all.... ><;; .... I just.. -sigh-.... Stephen was asked to do something by the manager this morning... and when he left during my shift... he still hadnt done... hadnt even touched it... why? cause he was too damn obsessed with the gift center... too damn obsessed with arguing his... idiotic reasoning behind expanding it... not listening to the logic behind the situation... everytime I came up front during the two and a half hours he was there, guess where he was.... refusing to do what I asked him to, etc.
get this now though... he's gonna go talk to christina about me... saying I mistreat him and that s**t... honestly... how the f*** did I mistreat him? cause I wouldnt let him have his way? didnt let him camp out over there? kept reminding him of the project he was assigned that honestly would have taken him 2 minutes? didnt let him go on his break cause I wrapped up in something else and he wasgetting off in 10 minutes?
dad came in a little bit later and asked me why i sent him home if I was in such a bind for people.... he wanted to go home... he didnt want to work for me... so I told him that he didnt want to stay, so i let him go. I get home and I get attacked from dad... cause stephen told him I gave him the option of going home. WHAT WAS I SUPPOSED TO DO!! HE WASNT WORKING OR ANYTHING!! crying so i gave him that ******** choice cause I tired of it!! -cries-
we had to get an entire pallet out full of s**t we already have on the wall and have no more space for either... in two ******** hours... while cleaning up the store... helping customers and getting ready to close... REALLY FAIR RIGHT?
I was ******** shorthanded AGAIN! and I wasnt about to stay til midnight...
I'm tired of the aggrivation... -sighs-... I dont know what to anymore... tired of it...
and the ******** bipolarity is eating me alive... urging me to do things I know I shouldnt... crying
 Marion-san · Sun Jan 29, 2006 @ 04:41am · 1 Comments |
