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After all I've been through
The love to hate shared between me and you
I still have those feelings still true
Though I don't understand why
You used me
Abused me
Then threw me out like last night's trash
I love you
I hate you
I don't know
I want to forget but can't
I hate myself for not being able to
Though I care for someone else
You come to mind
I don't want you, not anymore
But I can't stand being tortured
just the thought of you brings pain
Brings shame
I won't be able to have love till I know you're gone
From my life
From my friends
Though you'll always be a part of me
Part of the shaping of me
Even thought it shattered me into parts, pieces now missing
The one piece I desire the most, but you've taken from me
was love