ok... I keep crying all the time, and I have no clue why... It's just ticking me off... like really bad... but at the same time I cry i feel like i'm on antidepressants... so weird... I've lost intrest in everything... i must be doing well at hiding my emotions cause no one has said anything thing yet... i atempt to put on a smile but... it feels so super fake to me... just like any sympathy i get from ppl... i've would say i have won no wars, and now lost the battle... the only thing that keeps me interested in life is school work which is pretty boring... i'm not going to do what the trainer said cuz what's the point my knee will be fine after the dive into the floor... no knee pads is bad... oh well... i just feel useless all the time.. even when i'm helping ppl i feel useless... whatever... hopefully i can get better....
 Sarah Kaye · Sat Sep 12, 2009 @ 09:30am · 0 Comments |
