to die,to sleep,maybe to dream...maybe to dream...
To Dream a Dream To Live a life worth living for.....What is the meaning of my life? Here latly all i can dream of is the past and all the mistakes i have made and all the friends i have left behind me. I look back to see what i have achived in live and all i see is nothing....nothing at all. Who am i? What am I? What is my purpose in life? Was i even meant to be here? Maybe they where right...all i am is an useless fat pice of junk who has no tallent of her own who is dumer than a brick. I sit here and think to my self and think to my self, why? Why did it have to me who lived. Why am i still here. Every time i try to achive some thing i fail and i try again and again and i fail over and over again and again. It all seems so point less. Its like every thing is falling down. Ive been having more and more of those dreams where i dream about something and it comes true. I dont know what to think or do any more. Every thing i try to do seems so pointless. I close my eyes and i can here the voices from the past the ones who tell me that i cant do it that im worth less that im a nobody that i will never achive any thing in my life. Im beging to think its true here latly. I just dont know any more its like im wallking in the dark blind folded i dont know where im a going any more or where the path im wallking is taking me...and theres no one there its just me all alone in the dark. I just hope none of this is true i have yet to give up i will not i will keep on trying and trying even if i fail i know i can do it i just got to block out every thing else and focus on the path that lays in front of me and i will soon achive every thing that i have dreamed of and i will have achived the life that i have allways wanted to live as long as i dont give up on it and i wont...thats a promise.
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