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Ok well here are i few poems i made thim morning for Jessie, and a couple from yesterday.
I've lived my whole life in this small world, rough eges stabbing all the bright memories away. Miserable is the only emotion i can feel, all the others are numb; just dead weight. I lay there for hours just waiting for the darkness to go away, it took so long to see light, but it did come. All the things that i've been through, and finnaly they are just memories, Because you came into my life.
You came and i thought this would be a good memory, but then i went back to the darkness, because you left me. All the demonds and nightmares of my past came back to feed on my liveing soul. But did you care? No, your just as bad as all the demonds and nightmares, only you did some thing they could never do...break my heart.
Im in the shodows of a mirror, no reflection, just dark shadows pouring over my body. Im not crazy but im not sane. It doesn't hert to be stabbed, but remembering the past is a pain like no other. Can you hear the voices to? They cause the chaos that romes my life. Set fire to the dreams that i once had, leaveing only nightmares.
I want to give you the hell you never wanted, lay the burdien across your chest to weigh you down. Can't you see how much i have to give? When i fell on my knees you just smirked, tears falling of my cheeks. Wandering if this is like the hell i had given to him, watching his back turn; watching him leave me. In to the surreal world of fairie, is this whats its like to be dead? A land of riddles and trickery? I saw the curve of his back, but is it just the fay trying to decive me, or could it truley be him. Comeing back to spend an eternity with me.
And here is a song im working on...Its not the kind with a chorus, just random lyrices (:
If I die tonight would you close my eyes? If my eyes won't close would you sow them shut? Because i have seen the world to long, and now its my time to be gone. Untill the next time that we meet, I won'y know you, you won't knoe me.You made me realize that even my life will cost a price. And if you part me before death, we'll be together in the depths of hell.
Just a faded memory no one will remember me. The lights are dim and people are a blur. Contemplating the consepts of life. Criticizing the weak with no soul. Watching as your baren blood seeps through the rotting corpse of an eternity.
Well i hope your happy Jessie...this took a while to write stare
But thats ok (:
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