We are Dreamers, Everyone is, but the dreams won't happen if we don't try to obtain them. That's what we are told right? or is it we are only dreamers if we don't try to obtain our dreams and thus are stupid and need to take our heads out of the Clouds? Society is so messed up I can't tell any more.
So John and his Father are going back to College and today I went to their campus! It was huge! and so pretty or at least pretty at 8:45 in the morning, the air had a very nice smell and I wanted to explore the whole campus but couldn't because we were there on 'business' Registration, Schedule fixing, Social Security mix-ups... *sigh*
Every time I go outside I realize more and more that I love outdoors and that If I ever get the chance to go camping I'd grab my MP3 or Cd Player any music box thing and explore till Dragged back home or Camp with what equipment I had and sleep there!
I want to explore my aunt Sandy's 'farm' so bad it hurts, It's huge! They have Horses sometimes and they used to have a swing but it's broken so that makes me sad... I've walked part of their grounds the last time we visited but I got interrupted by my Cousins coming over and telling me to be social and crap like that...
" I'm sorry I was getting in touch with my Druidic side Family... I'll pull myself in and socialize more." As If. But i did 'socialize' and Tried to tame a stick... don't mind that tid-bit.
What was I talking about? Oh Right nothing! Just sharing my life a little... I am a Druid through and through and I suppose I don't get out enough... My Summer has been non-stop going to dad's and playing D&D(Which I have no problem with mind you), Crashing(Falling asleep), Going to the water park(Also no problem), and staying home... I don't know what I'm trying to say... To much same things? I am always slightly Jealous when John's Grandma and her husband go Camping in their tiny thing... *sigh* I miss the outdoors... I miss my friends... My old ones... Especially Stephanie... She was like my Sister... and also... though we didn't know it... My first Love and Girlfriend. Another topic that is...
 xxKiller Kishixx · Tue Aug 04, 2009 @ 01:19am · 0 Comments |
