Why do we long to live? I mean unless you have someone to live for then there is nothing in life for you.It is so painful.Life is no better then death, maybe even worse.
Well its almost 2 in the ******** morning, my eyes her like hell stressed , my parents are gone, and my brother is-that god-at a friends house, so its just me and my sister.Yea normaly i would be asleep but my eyes hurt so damn much i really can hardly stand to blink gonk . Im super tired and not much as happened in two hours for me to write any thing interesting in this journal entry. Hmmm...well it just turned 2:00 stare huh, i though some thing was suppose to jump out and attack me at two? guess not -_- i really need to keep practicing guitar...havent been doing that for a while...i still need new books...new clothes...hell,how about things get pleasent and you give me a new life? no? guess not...arent i fun to be around...imagine haveing to live with me twisted that would be a sight...well im really not all that bad i guess...well not bad enough to scary little Jessie away blaugh ...just kidding Jessica...oh who am i kidding, no one reads this crap, and at the very least Jessica...so why am i writing any ways? well its probably the fact that its 2 in the ******** morning and none of my friends are on and i have nothing better to do!!! i need that damn camera cord!!! not to mention a cell phone but no lizz cant have that because she doesnt deserve it!!! not even for her birthday witch aparently isnt all that important any ways!!! just the day i came into this hell whole -_- well i guess thats all...ummm bye to any one who actual reads thisā„<-----lame i know but i was bored and felt like makeing a heart so deal with it