love life and loss, #
this is my stuff, my thoughts and feelings, like it or hate it, just my stuff
the biggest turn on is a guy who doesnt try, who can be totally relaxed but still make you feel ontop of the world, not a guy who doesnt care about you, but a man who cares and cures, but still chills, effortless love is true, effortless love is free, and effortless love is just that, effortless, its easy, free, and wonderfully rare, so hold onto it when you find it, and remember it if you loose it, because loosing it will be the one mistake that you really will learn somthing from.
i found it, i lost it, and in the end, i knew it wasnt true, dont let the highs distract from the view.
i liked him, i liked him from teh moment we first spoke, i know its silly, i know love at first sight is a myth, but i felt it, the conection, teh thrill he gave me, it wasnt like the other times, it was real, not a silly infatuation, not a silly little thing you get, it was love, real love, even now i know it was, everytime we spoke fireworks would sizzle and scream and snap in my head, they would cry out for more, want more of him, his contact, his touch his smell, his skin. his eyes, his hair, his teeth and smile, but mostly his quirks, his habits, his little grin he would make when he had a dirty little thought, but id always have the same one too. thats why we were special, we thought the same, we felt teh same, like we were one person, like we were identical. it was magic, and i lost the spark, i lost the rythumn, i fell off the dance floor, i fell off the train, and i never returned. i wish i had. i wish id never fallen, but i guess, in the end, i wish id never met him, never fallen in and out of love, never fallen at all.
this is my stuff, my thoughts and feelings, like it or hate it, just my stuff
the biggest turn on is a guy who doesnt try, who can be totally relaxed but still make you feel ontop of the world, not a guy who doesnt care about you, but a man who cares and cures, but still chills, effortless love is true, effortless love is free, and effortless love is just that, effortless, its easy, free, and wonderfully rare, so hold onto it when you find it, and remember it if you loose it, because loosing it will be the one mistake that you really will learn somthing from.
i found it, i lost it, and in the end, i knew it wasnt true, dont let the highs distract from the view.
i liked him, i liked him from teh moment we first spoke, i know its silly, i know love at first sight is a myth, but i felt it, the conection, teh thrill he gave me, it wasnt like the other times, it was real, not a silly infatuation, not a silly little thing you get, it was love, real love, even now i know it was, everytime we spoke fireworks would sizzle and scream and snap in my head, they would cry out for more, want more of him, his contact, his touch his smell, his skin. his eyes, his hair, his teeth and smile, but mostly his quirks, his habits, his little grin he would make when he had a dirty little thought, but id always have the same one too. thats why we were special, we thought the same, we felt teh same, like we were one person, like we were identical. it was magic, and i lost the spark, i lost the rythumn, i fell off the dance floor, i fell off the train, and i never returned. i wish i had. i wish id never fallen, but i guess, in the end, i wish id never met him, never fallen in and out of love, never fallen at all.
your brains may fall out!!
Questing, help much loved~~<3
Questing, help much loved~~<3
