Why do we long to live? I mean unless you have someone to live for then there is nothing in life for you.It is so painful.Life is no better then death, maybe even worse.
Suckish
Well my friend Cierra came over today...it was fun i guess. We went swimming, went for a walk, and were on the computer of course. She knows a lot of these people that play in bands!!! She asked me if i wanted to call one of them (he was super hot! 3nodding ) and i said no because first i had no idea what to say to a famous person, second what if he was busy or some thing like that and he just blew us off. Any ways, we convinced my parents to let her spend the night (wasn't that hard) but then we asked her parents and they said no! scream i was so pissed!!! So now here i am being bored on the computer waiting for one of my friends to come on. stare Bordness!!! No one is ever on!!! And to top it off my sister is spending the night at Jessica's so i have to stay here with my asswipe of a brother!!! I'll write more later...ok so i won't but i will tomorrow...till then BUH BYE ALL!!! (as if any one reads this crap emo )