I had a friend... well acually my exboyfriend give me a birthday call through athe voicemail. I never did call back, well one thing is that he never did leave his number. Stupid idiot, I thought. But the truth was that he was the only to call me on my birthday. It must have hurt him so much to wish me a birthday. I blew him off on the last day of school. I thought I wanted to leave him. But I was just being a chicken of not saying I was scared. I know that he wanted more, I was to afraid to go ahead. So insted of amitting myself, I lied and just tried to cover it up by saying I need to let go of my past, friends, lovers so I could move on. I was worng. I needed my past more than ever. When he called, I realize what I left behind, and I just wanted to say sorry.
Later on, like during the third week of summer, I asked the number to his phone from a friend, he was so shocked to hear my voice, he said it was like a dream... I thought so too.
-Ap!
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