it feels good to laugh and smile for real at times when i dont have to fake my happiness and smiles around my friends, though i always fake it, even when im with family, but its just those certain moments when im with my friends that i can feel real happiness and actually smile, once one of my teachers saw me smile and said that i should always smile like that, well i kinda do, just not the way they had wanted me to, but i cant help the reasons i put up that fake smile, but i do know one reason i do, because it always seems to make others happy, so i guess the only time i'm ever gonna be happy is by being there to enjoy someone else's happiness, so whenever a person is feelin' down i'll always try to be there to cheer them up, cuz' its the only way i'll ever make myself feel happy.....though, it would be nice for someone to actually make me feel happy for once xd , it really would......
 jing953 · Wed Jun 10, 2009 @ 12:06pm · 0 Comments |
