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When I am alone in my bed room I think is i should run away. My cloths are all packed in my closet. I done know where I would go but I just sit there and think is i should I wonder how life would be with on worries.I would not worry about my grades, my family, and my friends. I no I may act happy but I amnot I am never happy. I have the razor in my bed room and sometimes i get close to doing it but then I think that my friends and family would miss me then I member that I have no friends and my family would not even see that i would be dead. and If i ran away they wouls not see that unless they wated me for something ... so yah they would never see that I am gone. I no some people would tell me dont run amd to kill your self you are loved. all of the people that say that are RONG! i am not loved and I no i am not loved. and Chris i no you read this but i no you say that you love me but this is gaia and i need some on in the real world. I need someon where I live.