Im sorry for what i have done for everything you have had to go through in this past month because of me for breaking my promise to you but cutting myself with a peice of glass and watching with excitement as the blood ran across my skin for scaring the hell out of you when you saw my blood. for telling you not to say anything to any one i broke that promise and im sorry i wasnt strong enough to deal with these things responsibly im sorry for what i have done for pushing you to the side and not allowing you to help me in my most important problems for running away from you when you wanted me to stay for not taking care of myself when i got hurt and for letting myself bleed for an hour while i played basket ball for ignoring what you were saying no asking me to do Im sorry for what i have done for being afriad of you at times and never telling you until now in this letter for having you feel horrible when you shouldnt now for jumping almost every time you touch me for not understanding why you love me for being a child in a 16 year old body
Im sorry lucas for everything i have done to you.. but i love you more then anything and i would run away with you in the blink of an eye. Id die a million times for you and thats the truth. I know i have put you through so much pain these last couple of months even if you dont say it.. I know you couldnt stand seeing my cuts and scars and learning that i lied to you so many times. Lucas i want to show and tell you of my life and world and i want you to see that you are my world. Lucas if asked me to marry you now id drop all my plans for the future and say yes. I love you my merf ^^
Ishira Tsubasa · Fri Nov 19, 2004 @ 03:42am · 2 Comments |