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Hidden Shadows of the Heart
Dying Slowly
Empty inside
Nothing left at all
No soul
No heart
No feeling

I can't feel you anymore
I can't feel the breeze
The warmth of your touch
There's nothing there
Nothing at all

Laying awake at night
Wondering what the next day will bring
Hoping that when I awake
I will be able to feel once more
But I don't

Something is wrong
This is not the person I used to be
I have changed in so many ways
Yet no one notices
No one sees all that troubles me

Hiding in the shadows
To avoid everything I once held so dear
My family
Friends
And you

I don't want to be this way
I want to be able to feel
Emptiness brings nothing but sorrow
Hiding does nothing but make things worse
I wish I were the old me

I don't know what has happened
But it seems everyone is drifting away
I feel all alone in my little corner of the room
While everyone is in the center
Something has to change

No one knows my darkness buried inside
Everyone believes I'm just the normal old me
But they don't see me retreating to that dark little corner
Where I can be safe from my fears
They think everything is as it should be

While they sit around like nothing has changed
I'm dying inside
Dying slowly
Unaware to all
With no one to help me


.Rose..Maiden.
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  • User Comments: [2]
    ilikepieandketchup
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    Tue Jun 20, 2006 @ 06:09pm


    crying It's So Beautiful


    ---RAW RAWR!!...
    Community Member





    Sat Aug 19, 2006 @ 06:14am


    This is making me cry. It's so beautiful...


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