I just realized that i like my friend...a lot. It didn't hit me till after our drama production cast party was over that i realized it. We were talking and i was having an awesome time....but then he asked me what lunch(we have 3 different lunches) i had this year,i kinda blushed(which doesn't happen often with him), and i told him first lunch throughtout the whole year....and well he said 'oh' but looked sad. On the way home i kept wondering why i blushed...then it hit me, i was starting to like him. But my friend also likes him...a lot and she told me this last year. So i can't go up to her and say "hey yeah i like him now too, what ya know?" It would be awkward...and cruel in my opinion and i wonder if there ever comes a day when he tells me he likes me(IF being the key word) that way also then i don't think i could say that i like him that way too because of my friend...it would make me feel like i stabbed her in the back and like ran off with him.....why are emotions so complicated gonk crying ? So in your people's opinion what should i do?
 Minasilly · Sun Nov 20, 2005 @ 04:49am · 3 Comments |
