I should probably stop reading my past journal entries. Because I've noticed they usually either make me depressed or angry. I think I've already made journal entries like this one before, but what the hell. I noticed that whenever I typed about something personal or affecting my life my friends would just pass it by and ignore it. ********, I typed it here for a reason!!
I was reading one entry about how Alex and Krys said I had changed somehow. They said it seemed like I could care less about life and s**t. Well, that was ******** because all my friends were emo at the time and didn't care of anything but themselves and their feelings. They also called me selfish. I mean, WHAT THE ********?! Did they even know who the hell they were talking to?! I'm The Bree for God sakes!!! I'm sorry if I wanted to hang out with my best friends while everyone was going around and making out with their boyfriends!!!! ********!!!
And you....Lena. I really want to know what the hell was in your mind when you decided to go behind my back and start dating Eric. This came to my mind when I read this journal entry:
"Augh.............it now appears both my best friend, Lena, and I like the same person. Of course it's not that big of a deal since we've already talked about it and stuff and she promised not to do anything to hurt me."
Did you even ever read my journals back then? I don't care if it's the past, you still never gave me a real answer for it. Except for that one journal entry you made about saying part of you wanted to stay with what you said but the other wanted to say something a long the lines of " ******** YOU BREE!!!"
You're all lucky I'm so ******** forgivable because I'm desperate for friends since I can't get a guy to save my life. And don't hate me too long for this cause even I need to b***h every once in a while stare
 Badboylover · Wed Mar 11, 2009 @ 10:35am · 1 Comments |
