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One simple thing, has turned out to be so difficult.

Now i'm sitting here, crying and I can't stop, i'm doing my best from screwing up my spelling becuase my hands are so shakey.

I was getting my braces off, right before he came, I was going to spend his birthday with him. It was gong to be perfect.

Now...I have to wait until summer.

I need someone now. I need affection, love, and caring, now.

I might be selfish...but I know what I need and what I feed off of.

I feel sick.