today i was thinking i have a choice ... move to cali for a year or stay in tx but im.. not sure if i should go? i just don't feel at home there anymore nor here... i think i want to go into acting and go places but i don't want to get lectured about the practicility of it. or the sins becuase all i hear is ' your not good enough. not pretty enough.. we don't trust you' . i bragg about how i loved it but .... i didn't not really. i never did fit in any where not even church as some may have though i did. i just don't know if i should go or stay behind .
my friend miranda yelled at me the other day because i wasn't texting them but.... why won't the tex me? i feel alone here. every one wants me to call them but no one wants to contact me. sometimes i think if i die it would all be better but then i never have the guts to do it.
this is not for oyu to feel bad or baby me cuz seriously i could careless about your thoughts(not in a mean way) its just when i tell some one what i'm thinking i will ask on your opinion but please don't respond to this this is just think about it thank you
just because you were hurt doesn't meen you shouldn't bleed,she's an underdog means the world to me,i don't need anything that i can't find in me,:seconhand serenade,jonas brothers,mitchell musso
