i am not quoting Obama...i am just analyzing the changes to my life back home and life here...
my life right now is still going as it has been ever since i got here, boring, sad, lonely, and now to add to the frustration, school has started so i'm always tired no matter what. for the past two years, i was living with 1) my aunt, a partner in crime, one as crazy and as lovable as ever, not a neat freak, but just the right to my wrong! 2)a maid who is an underground football player XD! ranking among the craziest of people~ and 3) my dad, who is not the best at taking responsibility...meaning he sucks at it...
I was under the influence of my aunt who kicks around a*****e guys, my maid who kicks around a football in underground competitions and my dad who i would like to see kicking a bird one day~ and of course my cousins who i would see usually on a day to day basis...and my friends who i would see frequently or talk on the phone for hours at a time while looking for food. I get influenced VERY easily by the people that i like....so let me describe my friends and cousins now.
they are a lively bunch of crack pots...who keeps me smiling or puts me into a fit of rage. we did what we liked, when we liked, how we liked it. let me give an example: me and my aunt are hungry one evening...so we ditch all our responsibilities at home and go out for a bite...or..randomly go out of the house for trips to a store near by just to hang out. or walk around everywhere till our feet are satisfied i think i've made my point.
and none of the girls in the group of people that i just described are at all "girly"~ they won't spend thousands of hours on make up and are very rational when buying from retail stores.
having spent most of the days in the past two years with these people and without my mom and sister, i've greatly come under their influence and my character has also changed a lot since i started being around them.
NOW! since this is the case, suddenly jumping from that cool, calm and non girly atmosphere to an all WOMAN environment is not working out for me, well to explain what i mean: i have to wait 3 hours for my sister to get out of the bathroom, people ACTUALLY put on make up for 1 hour before going to church....wasting money on useless grooming products and going shopping ever so frequently, they don't even like WWE!! how can they not like WWE!!
so now i am here ranting about it....i don't know what the use of doing this is...but it feels good....although i wish my buddies were here with me....
OH! update on the green card...i will be able to apply for it this year..in November..and then who knows when i'll get it...the total wait should at least be two years...can i wait that long i wonder...i bet i can't, see thats why i come and whine....
MY BEST BUDDIES EVAR!!~
 Sooshihana · Fri Jan 23, 2009 @ 03:13am · 2 Comments |
