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I've been finding myself drifting further away from those who I've called my friends. It's not something I wanted to do, but I've never wanted to burden them with my sadness. I lost my happiness because of this and I find myself doubting my own abilities. I feel weak and I can't muster the strength to continue. My dreams have been different as of late. But I believe these dreams have come true, for here I am... Alone and out of reach... I blame myself. I put myself here when I could have just moved on with my life and tried to pick up the pieces. The part of me that kept strong was cast out of me long ago and all that's left is me... All I have is me... How long will I live like this? How long will I last... It's only a matter of time until I am lost to the abyss of my own sorrow... The Void of Nothingness...