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	I led you wrong
	I led you wrong


I am tired of being lied to. I am tired of being told im loved. I want the truth. I need to know.... how do you all feel about me? I am tired of being used. I am tired of being pushed around. I am so sick of people using my pain for their enjoyment. I feel so alone inside i am dead. Soon once more i will kill myself again then finally succeed at it. Noone will care noone ever does. Im a nobody who led you wrong. I made you think i was strong. i made you think i was capable of holding up to my standards and caring for others. I am so sick to having friends and boyfriends who use me like hell. I am tired of the bullshit i have been through. I love everyone. But they are done with me. The world wants me gone. Names' Miranda [comment if you want or care] ~next journal coming~ -VaMpRiSs-MiRaNdA- · Wed Jan 14, 2009 @ 12:04am · 5 Comments


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	Hug- I know exactly how you feel. crying Offline Insert_Sanity · Community Member · Wed Jan 14, 2009 @ 12:33am


	that is just so deep it's a poem that's a cool one at that i write xp Offline Lord_over_soul · Community Member · Thu Jan 15, 2009 @ 11:05pm


	We all tend to have these feeling of being used and pushed around, especially the people who are extremely nice and loving, but no matter how many times it happens you can't just give up and think that everything is hopeless. There are times when you have to bring yourself to say that this is enough and i won't take it anymore. If don't want to be used, then show people that you're not just a tool that waits for the next person to pick you up off the shelf, if you don't want to be pushed around, then show people that you're not a pushover and you absolutely will not take their comments or actions like you use to. The future is what you make it, you can't let other people decide how you live your life or how they are going to "use" you next. Take control and show them that you make the rules from now on, because when you're in control, it shows them who you really can be and they will come to appreciate you for who you are and not for the simple reason that they can make you do things you don't want to do. Offline Zex Xandarilled · Community Member · Fri Jan 16, 2009 @ 10:33pm


	I would never lead you wrong biggrin promise Offline Demonic_Angel1214 · Community Member · Sat Jan 17, 2009 @ 05:50am


	Remember- 'Even in the book of lies sometimes you find truth..' Signed- Fox Cruton. Offline Fox-Cruton · Community Member · Fri Feb 27, 2009 @ 05:41am

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Miranda!!
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