ello, Well today i haven't...been as happy as i normally am...and i haven't been happy all day...and after school...something happened that cut my happiness....away from me...;-;..but i don't think i will talk about that now, i shall talk about that later in the Journal entry...
Today in Band we got to KEEP this awesome song, called "Moscow 1941 "...which is a awesome song, cuz the Clarinets have very cool parts, and the drum part sounds like Bombs going off in the background...and in the beginning, the Clarinets are the only ones that play....we sound..sad...
and uhhh...in Spanish. we were suppose to take our Semester test...i ended up reminding her 30mins into the class that we were suppose to be taking the test...every one started saying mean things about me...and glaring at me...the Teacher flipped out and handed out the papers really fast...she was happy with me, and said i would get extra points for saying that..*sigh*...=_=
*Cough*...im..not really in the mood to act happy right now...i wasn't in the mood to act happy at ALL today...in fact, i have gotten so good at acting like that, that people think NOTHING is wrong with me...HA! Ummmm...i felt like this right when i got to school this morning...[Late i might add]....and got into band...i tried to keep a smile on my face as long as i could...
and..it got worse by each hour that passed...By last period..i was going to start crying....but..i kept it in...
and then after school, i went to one of my Friends to say hi, and talk and stuff..and then, im guessing, mandi got so use to me being with her after school...that when she yelled
"Im going home!"..and i stood there and waved...she got mad at me...i got down on my KNEES yelling...
"I LOVE YOU!!!!!!!!!"
..she..flipped me off....while i was yelling i started tearing up...about to break in half...i was ABOUT to start crying on the ground uncontrollably...but that would cause a scene....so i held it in...until now...
uhh...a song i have had in my head all day...
For all those times you stood by me
For all the truth that you made me see
For all the joy you brought to my life
For all the wrong that you made right
For every dream you made come true
For all the love I found in you
I'll be forever thankful baby
You're the one who held me up
Never let me fall
You're the one who saw me through through it all
You were my strength when I was weak
You were my voice when I couldn't speak
You were my eyes when I couldn't see
You saw the best there was in me
Lifted me up when I couldn't reach
You gave me faith cause you believed
I'm everything I am
Because you loved me
You gave me wings and made me fly
You touched my hand I could touch the sky
I lost my faith, you gave it back to me
You said no star was out of reach
You stood by me and I stood tall
I had your love I had it all
I'm grateful for each day you gave me
Maybe I don't know that much
But I know this much is true
I was blessed because I was loved by you
You were my strength when I was weak
You were my voice when I couldn't speak
You were my eyes when I couldn't see
You saw the best there was in me
Lifted me up when I couldn't reach
You gave me faith cause you believed
I'm everything I am
Because you loved me
You were always there for me
The tender wind that carried me
A light in the dark shining your love into my life
You've been my inspiration
Through the lies you were the truth
My world is a better place because of you
You were my strength when I was weak
You were my voice when I couldn't speak
You were my eyes when I couldn't see
You saw the best there was in me
Lifted me up when I couldn't reach
You gave me faith cause you believed
I'm everything I am
Because you loved me
You were my strength when I was weak
You were my voice when I couldn't speak
You were my eyes when I couldn't see
You saw the best there was in me
Lifted me up when I couldn't reach
You gave me faith cause you believed
I'm everything I am
Because you loved me
I'm everything I am
Because you loved me
This has Been *Cries* ~Jessica's Blog~..
 jess_jess_chan · Wed Jan 07, 2009 @ 10:40pm · 0 Comments |
