So, here it is the day before New years Eve, had this goofy dream for awhile now that things would be different but I was wrong. So boys and girls, ole Data is going to make 2009 a whole new chapter in his life. Been doing alot of thinking last couple weeks, seems the truth is not always what we deem it to be. So perhaps we only believe in storys and myths and phantoms. I find it very difficult to understand why there are those out there that seem to find enjoyment in causing pain and keep on taking, taking, taking till theres nothing left to take anymore , because there is no love left for them to take and destroy.
I was raised to be honest and to say whats in my heart and mind. Words that are not always heard, but I say them none the less. I have been in this place before and promised never to return to it, but here I am at that same brick wall, trying to see whats on the other side. Tried climbing over it, walking around it, hell even tried to tunnel under it, but theres no point in trying to do the impossible. I feel the pain of beating my head against the wall , trying to make myself believe, only got a headache from that . So anyway , tomorrow is New years Eve, this ole boy is going to make some resolutions and go out and have a great time with friends. I wish you all a Happy New Years Eve and a wonderful New Year in 2009, may all your dreams and fantasys come true.
 Data_3rr0r · Tue Dec 30, 2008 @ 08:52pm · 0 Comments |
