Damn I'm tired. Lately I've been falling asleep around 8pm, this isn't how I use to be before. I use to be able to stay up past 12 and watch late night television. Working as a trained lab technician really exhausts me a lot, regardless as how easy it may be. I remember the days when I could choose what I wanted to do. Now I can as well, but now how I use to. I'm always sleepy and the decisions I make are more along the lines of whas is necessary.
I'm just about fall asleep. I'm not even looking at the screen anymore. Words are thought in my head and my hands translate them into images on my screen. Don't worry, I've been trained to do this so I know what I'm doing. I sure wish my honey would call me before I rest. I just love when she calls me. Whenever i call her I feel like there is a chance that I won't be able to oget a hold of her. Sometimes I do, but a lot of times it will continue to ring I am usually more psychologically aware and cautious with nightmares than just a laid-back dream that just goes over as yet another fantasy.
I again wish that my honey will call me. I want to know what she did today. I also want to know if her voice is doing better. Anyways, I should head off now. I don't know if I'll make it any longer if I continue to lay here with my face planted into my blanket.
Goodnight everyone, well, probably just myself and Jennifer. I don't know if anyone else reads this. So if anyone is still reading my journals, please comment below so I know.
Thank you and take care.
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