[just to warn u, this is just a ramble. as I often do when I am feeling out of sorts. if u care to read, well go ahead ^^]
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What do u do when you're feeling out of sorts? When good turns to bad, when clouds loom ahead. Patience is indeed a virtue, but is one that I do not have. What do u do when kindness betrays, and that which heals comes back to haunt you?
In this long road called life, we have all made mistakes. How shall we correct them? Correct, if you must. But does that truly erase the misdeed? No. I believe it does not.
Courage and determination are aspects of a hero...and a heroine, which I do not have. My weakness is tenderness. My unwillingness to hurt. How unexpected that this shall be my mistake. Is it a sin to be kind? A sin to not be able to completely say no?
Love. Contraversial. Some say love hurts. And I did not believe it was so. How naive I have been. Love indeed hurts, in more ways than one. The formula for getting yourself in a corner is one part unwillingness and one part tenderness. Love has many definitions, many meanings. Is it love that is a friendship? Love that is a family? Or love that is between lovers? It is difficult to distinguish the difference. Difficult indeed to decide. Must I decide between good friends and even closer? Must I tear myself apart, or be torn apart, in order to understand this? This is... my first time. There is a first to everything- problems, seasons, friendships, relationships. Actions.
Flattery is both truthful and deceiving. It is either the pure and plain truth, or a little sugar mixed in to please. Whatever the combination, flattery pleases nonetheless. Makes you uncertain, unsure, wavering in your stand. Who is not vulnerable to flattery? Not I.
Written by: Crimson_Pegasus
 Lady Meiku Noire · Wed Oct 08, 2008 @ 09:32pm · 0 Comments |
