I had a bad night. I couldn't sleep. I pretty much cried myself to sleep being unhappy. And now this.
I can't reach deeper into anything, because I'm either wrong or right in my own way....according to everyone else. My best friend believes me, my other friend believes me too. But the most important one in my whole entire life doesn't care.
I don't know if I'm happy anymore. I don't know if I'm sad. I don't know. I think I'm numb. That numbing pain hurts? But I don't know?
Ugh, my head is full of questions I don't even need! Stress? Yes. Numbing pain? Check. Lost? Double it.
It's like one of those mastercard commercials.
Stress? $20
Lost? $60
Numb & brokeness? Priceless.
nangal · Fri Sep 12, 2008 @ 05:15am · 1 Comments |