wahahaaaa.... crying its 2:09 am, i don't wanna go to sleep..if i do i'll just have to wake up again, and face the horrors of another day...and not to mention getting closer to my exam a lot faster..
its so weird, i feel like this is no longer my house, the only time i feel at home is when i go over to my cousin's or my friend's place...it so sad..
i feel like staying on Gaia the whole day, but if i do that i'm just gonna fail my exam...and then i'll have to see my dad erupt on me again... crying
i'm so pathetic... emo
besides these things, me and my friends and cousins were doing a conference on yahoo today, when a friend of our's signed in and gave me some cool ideas about the party 29th...he said ddr, pin the tail on the donkey, and a pinyatta!!! it all makes me feel like a 10 year old again, such a glorious feeling!...
i think i'm starting to hate my dad.... ninja well its not my fault..it his for cheating on my mom and not letting me see her and stuff...at first i thought i could take it, that i'd leave and then forgive him....but if he ain't lettin me leave in the first place like hell i'm gonna forgive him...
i have too much to say, just need to get it out of my head, all this worrying is affecting my concentration..so in a way u can say that its my dad's fault i fail... crying i used to get mad at my dad, then forget about it later on, this is so different from before...hes gone loony...so loony that i can't take it anymore!!...what a loser...
i think i'm on too much crack...wait....NO!! I'M NOT!! HE IS!!!
i don't even wanna see his mo**** f****** face after i'm out of here...his face will be unknown to me, and even if i see him, i'll pretend i dont even know the guy.....guy...what guy?.....yup...
ok i seriously need sleep...
 Sooshihana · Tue Aug 12, 2008 @ 09:23pm · 0 Comments |
