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We The Dreamer
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Fear( in his death)
He stared at his body from the depths of the darkness, broken and abandoned. It looked so scared and sad he could not bear to stare no more. He turned away and stared into the depths once more, no longer afraid of what could lurk in the darkness.

He started walking toward a glimmering light in the distance as a movie of his life played to either side of him. The movie showed him his birth, his happyness as a child, the love of his parents, and his mind falling into hell. He watched the movies growing from happy to sad and he stopped in place when it showed him the loss of his mother. She was so beautiful to be held in his eyes again, but he had to see her die of disease once again, still clasping the rose her husband gave her the day he left them 4 years before. He stopped and fel to his knees, sadened so deeply and wondering where everything could have gone so wrong.

The video vanished around him and he found himself reaching out into the dark, trying to feel his mothers hand one more time. He stood up and began to walk towards the light, hoping it would bring any sort of happyness into his soul. The light grew brighter and he could see in a distance the figure of a woman standing in the shadow. He ran to her hoping that it was his mother, but when he caught up he saw it wasnt. It was a towering woman in a long black robe, out of one sleeve pertruded a scythe. He stared at the blade and looked up into the womans face and saw none but a giant scar and chains around her body. He stared at her, awe struck by the horror of the womans mutiliation, yet the beauty in her bodies form and the low hum that seemed to be iminating from the light around her, he knew heard it before. He stared at the woman for a minute and finally she motioned her head as to return the glance. The scarred face stared him down for a long time, till a loud soothing voice seemed to thunder the depths of the darkness.
"He who is the man that fears his life, is he not?"

He stared back at her, unknowing of how to respond.

"I see it in his eyes, hudled into a rooms, horrible and frightening thoughts screaming for his attention, fillng his head with lies and fear that he completly shut down. his eyes show a faint bit of hppe, probably for those in his video."
The tall womans hand reached out from the other sleeve and clasped him on the shoulder. Her hand was monstrous like that of a fury demons, yet the fur was soft and it felt good on his shoulder. The woman bent down to look at him at eye level. Instanly he noticed the scar on her face was gone and the face of the woman changed to that of his wife.

"She loved him very much." The woman smiled and began to speak again.
"I have come here into the darkness only for him, because of the torture of his fear, I have decided that he has suffered to much and offer him a chance at a second life." The woman raised herself once again to remove his wife from her face.

"In his second life he will be able to live a functioning life with abslolutly no fear."
his eyes widened, so happy to even think of this proposal.
The giant woman began to circle around him, as if she was hovering off the ground.
"We can make it so that his wife never abandoned him in that house so that your mother never became ill, so that his father never left. All of these things erased and he can be happy once again. All I need is for him to pledge his soul to me. By doing this I know that the day he dies once again he will be able to join my ranks amongst the dead, as a new race of life after death, a memory, never to live or die again."

the woman stopped in front of him again staring down at him. He had no idea what any of this meant, but he knew if he accepted this he would be able to see his lovely Lelian again and withought any other thought, he pledged his soul to her. Instantly the light behind the woman blacked out and a gray glow eminated the darkness as all the blackness fell to the floor, revealing around him a gray dungeon room. He looked around him surprised as his enviroment changed. He saw the woman standing on the other side of the room, her body much smaller but still the same. She was staring back at him behind her scared face and then suddenly she vainshed through the wall. He could hear muttering all around him but no one was there and suddenly chains bursted from the floor and clutched his ankles and upper legs. More chains came from the cieling and walls parallel to his arms grasping at his arms, body, and neck. He was completely immobolized and scared out of his mind. He bgean shaking uncontrollably. His eyes fell to the floor as the darkness all around him began to move and take shape. The figure of an old man formed through the darkness and motioned towards him. The figure reached up with one hand and ripped his clothes off of his body and began to draw. The darkness drew strange symbols he had never seen before and everytime the figure touched him he could feel a sort of cold depression filling his soul. The figure finished with outlining his eyes and then dropped back to the floor, disapearing into the darkness. The chains on his body began to tighten until he was forced to yell out in pain and instantly the darkness leaped from the floor and flooded into his mouth, spreading through his system. He felt like he was about to drown and then nothing else. The darkness still flooded his body, but he could not feel it at all. His whole body was numb and week until the chains on lifted him into the air. The nerves in his body suddenly recovered when all of the darkness was in his body. His heart began to race and he began to fear what this stuff was going to do to him now. The symbols around his body instanly bursted with the darkness that had just fluded his body. it flew out of him in all direction and landed onto the walls and seeped back to the floor. He gasped for air because the immense pressure it was putting on him began to choke him. once every bit of the darkness was off his body the chains dropped him to his feet and he collapsed onto the floor his heart racing fast and withought warning began to slow down. He began to panick but a** soon as he did the feeling slowly went away and his heart rate was normal and slow, in a calm state. He was so confused, just a second ago he was scared out of his mind and panicking and withought any control he just stopped. He stood up so confused when the chains restricted him and suspened him in the air again. His head, lower back and shoulder began to pain him. He could feel his body pulsating arounf those point when horns began to grow from his head and shoulders. they grew tough and long and cruved till they looked like hooks attached to his shoulders and head. From his lower back the skin began to grow and stretch long until he an odd shapped tail coing out of him. The skin morphed and changed until it took on the appearence of a snake, it came to life and began to hiss at him. The snake turned and bit him and for once he could feel air surge through his lungs and he ********!!!" For the first time it eight years he managed to speak, his voice thought to have been long gone returned to him from the bite and he and his tail fell to the floor once again. The chains on his body fell to rubble arond him and he curled his body on the floor, exaughsted and fatigued. He began to smile a little because for the first time, he wasnt afraid or sad, he was just tired. The darkness around him began to slowly move towards him and surrounded his body to comfort him. The darkness contorted to his body and became a robe and clothes around him and he slept peacefully and drifted into death once again.

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