I've been thrown into a whole new dimension of pissed off this morning. I feel sick from the heat. I woke up, just to feel like I might faint. THAT'S how bloody hot it was in my room. Sitting up, I had the urge to vomit. I'm sitting in front of the fan right now, and its really not helping a whole lot.
But what really set me off- I told Daryll I wasn't going in to help him at the clinic today. He needs to learn to do it himself, in my opinion. I guess that's where I went wrong. He yelled at me. He yelled at Mom. Mom yelled at me. Then Mom launched into a speech about how I need to work as many hours as I can until I'm getting full time hours at Mc D's, because we need to pick up the slack from Amber not working and leaving.
Okay, you know what? I'm sorry. I'm sorry I'm not good enough- I'm not like Amber. Working two jobs is hard on me. Sure, the "second" job isn't a "tough" job to most people but for the love of God, lets see how hyped up YOU get about getting to go and scoop dog s**t, and empty out litter pans of cats. Cats who, 90% of the time, DO NOT WANT you in their space.
But because of all this change going on around me, I'm not allowed to have a day off anymore, I guess. Since they want me working as much as possible, maybe I should take up a third job of being a whore. That way I really can be "screwed over". [/bad humor]
Its a wonder that I'm not some kind of mass murderer. I think I should take some Midol, its been helping to calm me down... I'll probably have to buy a new bottle in a few days if it keeps up like this. Some days, I truly hate being a girl. This is one of them.
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