crying i had to start with that emote... cuz it about sums this all up... lately everyone that i know love and trust is just trampling on all of it... espeacially one person... i love this person and value their life more than my own... and i trust this person more than anyone in my own bloodline... but lately that trust....well this person is taking advantage of it in a big way.... im tired of it but i dont wanna do anything about it cuz it might hurt this person... and doing so again is not what i want to do... and another thing if u have my trust value it with ur life... i dont trust many ppl so u hav it u cherish it... i have been lied to too many times... im tired of it... but im not gonna do anything as usual... cuz of the love i have for this special person of mine... this person claims that they love me... tells me they love me more and more every day... more than i love them.... but does this person...? i would love to think so and my heart tells me he does but my mind and trust tells me i shoudl stop the hurt right now... but this hurt... it proves that im alive and im lucky to have someone to love... someone to live for.... crying heart
they always said that u cant love without the hurt that goes along with it
iMysticDreamer · Mon Aug 04, 2008 @ 06:11am · 0 Comments |