u know what bothers me the most that happened in my past ...?
my mom and dad's fight.... this is how it started
one day i was very excited for my mom to come home that day because i miss her so and as usaul my lil' bro asking for candy from the neighbors (which is a bad habbit and i always try to stop being selfish like that) my big bro in the room listening to music and dad outside working on some wood for the house that we were remodeling on. my dad got inside so did my lil' bro but the lil' one went straight to the bathroom. big bro asked my dad if he could listen to my MOM'S and DAD'S cd's of elvis presley and some of those old songs we USE to keep. so my dad said yes. then my big bro took them all and started listening to them. he left the room to eat and he left the cd's there. lil' one came eat too.. but i didn't. i went outside laying on my trampoline looking at the tingling sky. but the sky was grey then it started to rain so i slowly spend my time walking in the house because i love the rain but my family don't like it when i get wet drops in the house. my mom came back with grocieres and i was the only one put them places where the food should be at. mom past by me said hello gave hugs and went to the phone and talked to some relatives. my dad was watching t.v. while i was doing the dishes.. night came but still raining. so i took a break came in mom and dads room and played soom games. then all of a sudden my mom came in the room yelling about her favorite cds ... eek ... i just continue playing game but i couldn't consentrate because i was listening to what my mom was saying. then all of a sudden my mom was yelling at my big bro and my dad! she started speaking in a different language to my big bro "get away from me and leave me stuff alone or i'll beat you" (i barley know that langauge so there was losts more but couldn't understand). then she bursted out yelling and screaming and pulled out the sterio threw it outside came back in screaming and yelling scream ... i tried stopping her but she just completly ignored me and pushed me out of the way scream .. then she rampaged to the shelf threw it down on the floor, grabbed the cd's and threw them out the door and crushed them all. i was so scared i thought i was about to die eek crying .. so i went running down the hall hearing my mom screaming while my dad just watching her every second throwing those cd's out the door scream . then i went beside my big bro's room and i saw my big bro there crying out tears with red eyes.. he looked at me and he looked worse than ever. so he started crying more when i left him because he was the one who misplaced the cd's he borrowed and he hates it when he sees me crying. so i went in my room and closed the door silently and hopped on my bed and cried out so many tears that i had no more to cry out crying crying crying . i started praying to god for this moment to stop, but my mom just screamed louder so i prayed more and begging mom to stop silently on my knees on the bed. cry crying . then i grabbed a piece of paper and drew a panda for peace and love for mom and dad. then the fight stopped but my dad went outside with loud screamo in the garage breaking glass kicking the garage door (which broke) and he was drinking beer scream . i came in and papers, glass, wood, scrap, and broken stuff on the floor everywhere! eek . then he calmed down and the music down when i came in .. i showed him the picture and he loved it and he gave me a bear hug but it wasn't enough for me heart emo . then he told me to go show my mom so i did and i left him there. i showed my mom and she loved it too and we talked a bit what was happening and she was srry for the things she did but she couldn't handle things being taken away from without permission from HER. then she put the picture on a billboard -_- (which is still on this very day). then i went on MSN to see if anyone to keep me comforted but nobody was on but the snobby "popular" kids on but they ain't helpful. all they would say will be "aww srry but i have to go". WICH IS ******** STUPID MAN, ******** STUPID! scream . . so it was the sign to go to sleep but i didn't say goodnight to anyone.. but i couldn't go to sleep all i did was cry cry cry cry cry and cry crying crying . then i went to sleep and once i woke up from the stupid alarm clock that meant i had to wake up for stupid school. my hair was all wet because the tears on my pillow .. yuck.. so i took a shower and i was think of cleaning tho mess that my mom made outside and my dad made inside the garage before the late bus go here. which was good.. but i was still in a bad mood and i just wanna cry again but i didn't talked to anybody but my P.E. teacher and my 3 Best Friends. but i did cry once i got there not for the attention for the pain inside that i just couldn't hold inside. nobody was seeing that i was crying which was a good thing then kids surrounded me because i didn't joined them but i just refused because i didn't want them to see that i was crying till a person put up my long brown hair and saw tears coming down my face. then my 2 best friends took me to our P.E. teacher and we talked and she gave us some treats and i had to explain alot to my teacher and she complety understood and i didn't get in trouble nethier did my friends and my P.E. teacher. so i washed my face and i was fake smiling because i was really crying inside still.. once school was done my mom left again and i ask my dad some questions and he thought it was a bad idea to ask my mom those questions that i was questioning to my dad. we just kinda hangout a lil' while and i helped him with the house and he thank me for the things i tried to help with and i appercaited a thank u. my mom came home so did my big bro from school. and we all hugged and said srry but my lil' bro xd but thats how he is.
well that moment still bugs me alot and more stuff r happening in the future now but i'll just have to wright that in a different entry. bye for now. and plz comment on how u feel about this TRUE story.
 TickleMeXoey · Mon Jul 07, 2008 @ 08:01am · 1 Comments |
