I never
was there when you locked yourself away.
i wasn't the one who unlocked your tenderness.
don't do it if you don't mean it, that is cruel.
i wasn't here when you said goodbye,
one to many times.
i can't stand being lonely,especially when your right here.
i can't stand getting older, just when you live in fear.
i can't live anymore beside this, we dont even try.
i can't imagine what it's like, to be all alone,but so alive.
I never
was the one who was going to set you free.
you gave yourself away like it's nothing to me.
i didn't really believe you from the beginning.
day by day, the closer we get, the farther away,
i feel.
i can't stand looking at you and seeing nothing there.
i can't stand being here but not being enough to care.
i can't live anymore with this ongoing silence.
no reaction, so still, at least give me violence.
i hope i'm at least good, at the things people use me for.
[ too tired to care how it sounds]
 Never Ask Dante · Sun Jun 29, 2008 @ 03:31pm · 1 Comments |
