READ IF YOU DARE:i'll reveal everything i think of myself XP
i'm an simple minded idiot who cant bear to go to therapy. i have too many phobias,i've been diagnosed with chronic depression and/or manic depression. i have no concept of how to live life correctly.i'm a lazyass. i'm one of the most emotional people you'll ever meet. i'm secretive,and bitchy at times. i cant hold out a smile for more than 5 minutes and i feel closer to my online friends than my real life friends.i'm quirky,weird,at best random,at worst enraged. when i'm scared i cry for no reason.when i'm surprised i cry for no reason. overall i cry a lot. i hit holes my my wall when i'm angry.i do things that a lot of people consider weird or uncommon. i can hold grudges for more than 10 years.i hate my mom. i hate my dad. my brother sexually violated me when i was 4. i am depressed almost every day. either that or contemplative. i worry about the things that wouldnt worry most. i worry about things people never think about. i am scared of death or losing someone i consider dear. i dislike being called emo or goth because i have had a bad teasing past of it but i do not have anything against them. i WILL hold a grudged if i am lied to or my feelings or wants are used against me. overall i'm an emotional wreck period.
HOLY ******** s**t N ******** IT'S THAT GERBIL'S WORLD!