Didn't know where to write this, but I guess I'll write it here. I just need to get it off my mind...
I've wanted her for so long, and it seems like shes falling in love with everyone else, but never me. Its to late for anything to happen now, but I wish, just for a moment, that she could have been mine... I still love her, he knows that, and I can't change that. I wish I could live two or more lives. There are so many moments I wish to live differently. One minute could change a lifetime. I wonder if I had done things differently, what would be different? How would things be now?
I've been down about this for a while now. Its just been pounding away at my brain, but I can't do anything about it. I can't talk to her about. It would just be to awkward, plus nothing can happen and I know that.
So many things I would change. So many times where I wish I would have said, done, something different. But I can't go back in time. I can't change anything.
Letting things out, it usually helps me, but I'm not feeling any better writing this down. I just wonder more about everything. I want to change things... If only...
 Kiarrii · Thu Jun 12, 2008 @ 07:10am · 0 Comments |
