Mood: Depressed still.. and frightened Listening to: Almost easy - Avenged Sevenfold Thinking about: Corvallis Wanting: To go back.
I woke up and I was fine. I got ready to go to the library. I was walking down our street and all of a sudden everything changed, it was like I was somewhere else, in fact, I could identify that place. It was Corvallis, our street, next to McDonald's and I was walking towards Main street and towards the Adult shop. Then it turned back to my street. It kept happening all day, I was freaking out, I was shaking, everyone was changing into someone else. I just...can't take it! Its bad enough that I miss it, and then being there again for a moment. then coming back here? how horrible! I want to cry. I was up on the second floor with Cry. And B. and all of a sudden B. turned into Osiris, as I knew him. and....I was back in Corvallis, in the library. I was....frightened...then I started thinking about death, and....laurel dying. I was about to start crying. then...everything turned normal again. I was at the park, and B. again, turned into Osiris, but then the park itself turned into the park across from the library in Corvallis. and then the tree me and Cry. sat under drinking starbucks when we weren't suppose to....that girl was there. Who is she? I need to know. I just can't handle it. She won't go away. She keeps saying SHH and holding a finger to her mouth. I've come to the conclusion shes a spirit. thats attached to something. and the trees...
DAMn! I'm sounding crazy again. today left me in a daze. I don't know what will happen if it happens again